Moody.

Sometimes I really don't know how to deal with disappointment. This disappointment seriously affecting me now...I'm totally lost and upset. I not sure whether should I change path or continue stay with what I want, keep searching and keep on motivate myself that I will able to get it one day. The feeling of being rejected hurts me so bad.  I'm writing all these...just want to find place to let me release my feeling of insecure, doubt and sad feeling.

** sad for 1 day, tomorrow will be another good day. Stay strong!!! Dreams will come true!!!